Life is full of questions. Questions about everything. Questions that fill our minds and tug at our hearts. Questions that always need answers. Questions that determine our future and help shape who we are.
If life is full of questions, when do the answers come? Are these answers as easy to find as your favorite moment in a book? Or as hard as trying to find a lost purse or wallet?
Does it happen this way to teach you a lesson? A lesson in timing? In patience? Or in understanding?
The question now is: will we open our eyes in time to see the answer? Will we open our minds and hearts to learn the lesson? Will we search diligently, making every effort, and laboring endlessly looking for our answer? Will we become lazy, careless, or even lethargic waiting for the answer to come? Waiting for someone to tell us the answer like a teacher answers a student's question?
Will we accept the answer we are given? The lesson we were taught? Will it be what we want to hear or will we be waiting for something else? Something we think is better? Will we see the big picture through the answer we receive? Will we use the lesson we learn in other aspects of our lives?
Life is full of questions...it is what we do with the answer that matters!
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Hope, Faith, and Desire
We all have that one person in our lives that when we are around them we become the person we want to be. The person who provides us with hope, faith, and desire. They help us realize the little things we want to change to become a better person. And it is when we are around them that we strive to be better. That positive atmosphere they help create is one we don't want to be rid of, one we wish we could have with us at all times. Being around this person can change your outlook, even if only a little, but big enough to make you want to do better and be better all the time. But the minute you leave their presence you feel yourself slipping back to the person you were. To the person you don't want to be.
Wishing we could be around them all the time but knowing we can't, why is it we don't strive to do better when we aren't around them? Why don't we do our best to keep their spirit around us even when they aren't around us themselves? To do what we can to remember how we feel around them? To endeavor to be the person we want to be? The one we become around this person. Our person who fills us with hope, faith, and desire.
I have recently been able to spend time with the person who provides me with hope, faith, and desire. The person that when I am around them I want to do better. To be better. This person helps me to see the change I want to make in myself. While it may not be a drastic change it is a big enough one that it would make a bigger difference in me than some people might realize. I know it is something I can change. It is something I have done once before but as we all know, old habits die hard and can come back easily if we let them. It came back and it is only around this person that I realize how far I let it back in and it is only around this person that I realize just how much I want to have it gone again.
So to this person who provides me with hope, faith, and desire I say this: I don't want to be the person who sits back and lets what you show me pass me by. I want the person I try to be around you to be the person I am all the time. A person I love being. While I know it will take time and effort to become that person, I look forward to the lessons I will be taught in this situation. I look forward to becoming a better person, a better me.
I also say this: thank-you for being a person who provides me with hope, faith, and desire. For being a person I can confide in. A person I can turn to. A person who is my friend. Thank-you for being you!
Wishing we could be around them all the time but knowing we can't, why is it we don't strive to do better when we aren't around them? Why don't we do our best to keep their spirit around us even when they aren't around us themselves? To do what we can to remember how we feel around them? To endeavor to be the person we want to be? The one we become around this person. Our person who fills us with hope, faith, and desire.
I have recently been able to spend time with the person who provides me with hope, faith, and desire. The person that when I am around them I want to do better. To be better. This person helps me to see the change I want to make in myself. While it may not be a drastic change it is a big enough one that it would make a bigger difference in me than some people might realize. I know it is something I can change. It is something I have done once before but as we all know, old habits die hard and can come back easily if we let them. It came back and it is only around this person that I realize how far I let it back in and it is only around this person that I realize just how much I want to have it gone again.
So to this person who provides me with hope, faith, and desire I say this: I don't want to be the person who sits back and lets what you show me pass me by. I want the person I try to be around you to be the person I am all the time. A person I love being. While I know it will take time and effort to become that person, I look forward to the lessons I will be taught in this situation. I look forward to becoming a better person, a better me.
I also say this: thank-you for being a person who provides me with hope, faith, and desire. For being a person I can confide in. A person I can turn to. A person who is my friend. Thank-you for being you!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Counting Down the Days!
WAHOO!!!! ENGLAND HERE I COME!!!!
After years of waiting I am finally getting to do the number one thing on my list of goals, go to England! I am so excited! I have my passport and my ticket! No turning back now! 21 days until I am there but only 20 before I leave! I fly out of Salt Lake on August 8 and get to England on August 9. From there I will get to spend a week with one of my very good friends! She is letting me stay with her and her family, so I am very grateful for that! I leave England on August 15 and get back to Salt Lake on August 15. That is going to be weird because by the time I get to Utah it will be 4p.m. and I am leaving England at 1p.m. I guess we'll see how that goes! I'll take it though because I can't wait to go!
Well I guess that is the biggest update I have in my life right now, one of the best ones I've ever had too!
I'll be counting down the days!
After years of waiting I am finally getting to do the number one thing on my list of goals, go to England! I am so excited! I have my passport and my ticket! No turning back now! 21 days until I am there but only 20 before I leave! I fly out of Salt Lake on August 8 and get to England on August 9. From there I will get to spend a week with one of my very good friends! She is letting me stay with her and her family, so I am very grateful for that! I leave England on August 15 and get back to Salt Lake on August 15. That is going to be weird because by the time I get to Utah it will be 4p.m. and I am leaving England at 1p.m. I guess we'll see how that goes! I'll take it though because I can't wait to go!
Well I guess that is the biggest update I have in my life right now, one of the best ones I've ever had too!
I'll be counting down the days!
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